POPCORN makes me happy!

Found this in a supermarket near my house.. Microwave popcorn.. Always see people popping corns with microwave in dramas, never really get to try it myself. Was very excited when i saw this.. They have loads of flavours, including the original butter flavour.. Got the chocolate flavour instead..

Its a very small packet...

Remove the inside packet from the packaging, and throw it into the microwave for 3 mins or less.. and then it expanded!

VOILA... popcorns at home!!!!! =D and its really tasty!

Hubby and I finished it in less than 20 mins...will get more to stock up at home!!!

p/s: Shanghai is fun.. as long u open your eyes to explore it and open your heart to accept it.. but, staying far away from your loved ones is not easy..Missed my grandma's birthday and though i know she wont be reading this... Happy Birthday Granny... sorry that i can't make it to your birthday again... =( the downside of living overseas....

My last 2nd flight- Sin to Shanghai!

Dear Diary,

After more than 1 week of haunting the office, they finally activated me for a shanghai flight! I was so happy and i was known as the Shanghai husband stewardess coz I call them almost every day to ask for a Shanghai flight... hahahaha... Talking about things u can do for love...

From Sin- Shanghai was a really smooth flight and the crew were great! Best part was, after a long and tiring flight, hubby was waiting for me at the hotel lobby when I reach there... It feels so good to have someone waiting for u after flights.. it really does boost up your motivation and everything..

Will talk more about shanghai on my next post as I would love to put on some pictures to COLOUR-fied my dull black blog... XP

The main point is, my luck couldn't get any worse yesterday night and this morning.. Everything went so well when I was with hubby till after dinner part.. Both of us were having a discussion till we sort of lost track of time and went down to the street to get a taxi for me later than what we have planned.. It was a peak hour and it was so darn hard to get a taxi... After few minutes of waiting beside the street, it started to rain!! Really heavilly!! Not just cats and dogs, i think its more like cows and bulls! It was so heavy that we have to run to the bus stand opposite the road for shelter. Hubby stood beside the street for so long just to get a taxi for me. Some empty taxis just went by, ignoring desperate people like us waving our hands like crazy! This will not happen in Singapore.... Sienz!

After what it seems like years, hubby finally got a taxi for me to go back to hotel to prepare for my flight back to singapore.. phew.. i was 15 minutes late than what I have planned.. I told the taxi uncle that I need to get back to the hotel that I was staying in chinese, and uncle told me he doesn't know where the hotel is!!! Its a 5 star hotel!!! How can u not know????? Panic and freezing, i search my bag for the hotel card and I couldn't find it! I'm not exactly great in handling stressful situation..Then when i finally found it, uncle said he doesn't understand english.. ARGH!!! Then I managed to point to him the address which was written in chinese, then uncle only 'oh.. ok ok..', I told uncle, pls get me there FAST!

Load of traffic lights, loads of cars! And of all time, we were stuck behind a van in the middle of the road which can't move when the light turns green! With so many cars at the left right behind, uncle had a hard time moving to the other lane.. the time ticks away...

After more than 20 minutes.. i finally reach the hotel.. I ran to the lift and slot in my hotel key and pressed '4', but it doesn't light up! shit.. the key doesn't work at this time!!!!! The lift moved to 3rd floor and I saw a man in the hotel uniform, I asked him to help me but he doesn't even know we have to slot in our key to get to the floor we stay!! ARGH!!! I went back to the lift, wanting to go down to the lobby to get a new key, but the lift moved to 4th floor where some china men were waiting.. I ran to my room, tried to open the door with the key, but it doesn't work! I found a man with the hotel's engineering uniform and asked him for help... He doesn't gave much help either. In the end, i ran down to the lobby to get a new one.. I was 45 minutes late than what I have planned...

But, I managed to shower, wash hair, make up and get ready in 45 minutes! I managed to go down early to check out from the hotel to work back to singapore! It was really a crazy night for me! At that time, it was still raining and there were thunders and lightnings.. I was wishing and hoping silently that weather is so bad that we might not be able to take off and i can stay in shanghai for another night.. hahahaahahah

My wish did came true, but not the whole thing.. seems like my wish n hope wasn't powerful enough (darn it!).. Due to the bad weather, all the aircrafts weren't able to take off and our flight was delayed for 3 hours!!! We have to board the not-so-happy passenger because, if not, we will not be in the Q to take off.. Most of the passengers were tired and cranky because it was a midnight flight and we crew were tired as well.. It was suppose to be a 4 hour and 40 minutes flight, turn out to be almost 8 hours! It was insane!

But, i'm glad its over! And i'm back in Singapore safe and sound.. I'm happy that i finally can have a sneak preview of my hubby's life in Shanghai too.. The best comfort was to see him in good health and doing fine there.. I reach back my room in Singapore at 9 this morning.. I slept the whole morning and afternoon away and I'm going to have another sleepless night again! God, pls help me!

p/s: Shanghai shanghai.. I can't believe i'm going to move to shanghai next year! I never imagine myself moving out of malaysia when i was young... let alone, singapore and soon, shanghai.. its insane... pressure pressure....

I wanna keep this blog alive!!

Ok, so here's the thing..

I intend to keep this blog alive, I dont intend to delete it!

My life REaLLy has been like a roller coaster since my last update!

And I think my life is getting more interesting that I just got to write it down and laugh reading it when I'm old and ugly... (wait, i can still be old but awesome!)

So, today is wednesday.. I submitted my resignation letter on monday.. my last day as a cabin crew would be on 31st of august which is a tuesday.. oh, it is also gonna be Malaysia's independence day! Merdeka to my homeland and myself!

I got engaged to the love of my life on July 24th after he proposed on June 26th in his house after nasi lemak breakfast when we were watching ANACONDA.. yes.. the movie ANACONDA starring Jennifer Lopez.. not the kind of setting I imagined but who cares right? So happen, it was the day where my 1st ever god-son, Ethan Axel Tan was born!

My soon-to-be husband(which i've been calling my hubby) has moved to Shanghai for his career advancement last week and I have to migrate to Shanghai as well to be with him (and shoo away all the pretty Chinese butterflies that might be interested in him) next year after Chinese New Year. I'm so proud of his achievement but I'm scared myself.. what on earth am I gonna do after I move there? will i be able to have my own career there? Or should I just brush up my MahJong skills and win the money of the rich tai-tais over there? Although I know he will never complain about me being jobless, but deep down, I fear that I will be a HUGE burden to him..

Oh, my next month schedule will be even more interesting:

1-4th sept-CLEAR MY SINGAPORE MESSY ROOM! and move back to my little hometown

4-20th -choose gowns for bridal shoot, pick my hubby up from airport, bridal shoot, food tasting for our wedding dinner, catch up with too many of my lost touch friends since I moved to sin, unpack my stuff, make it look nice and tidy so that mummy wont nag, clean my hubby's room and loads loads more...

20-23rd - KL-Sin

23-30th - Sin- Pudong, Shanghai to visit my hubby and beautify our soon to be home as it looks like a bachelor pad now (through SKYPE la!)

1-4th oct- Last few days in Sin, pack and bid farewell to the place I have lived for more than 2 years...

So now, is my life interesting or what?

p/s: I can't wait to try on more of the beautiful wedding gowns awaiting for me!!! I'll be bringing mummy, my 2 angelic sisters with me to give me all the thumbs up and downs... too bad hubby will still be stuck in Shanghai..

100th post!!!

HAHAA.. Finally.. I hit my 100th post.. Took me soooooooooooo long.... and my sister-jessica has already hit her 300th.. Anyway.. its not really important..

I just came back from a supposedly 5-days Taipei trip with my mum (the last day is not considered coz we have to leave our hotel at 5am!!!).. It was a blast and we shopped so much till my mum has to pay for over-weight baggage surcharge to go back to malaysia from singapore..

I'm so tired physically because I havent really had a proper rest since last week.. My schedule was jam packed!!! Its insane when I look at my schedule...

My laundry is piling up.. I wish theres a maid or someone that can help me to do it instead of me, myself and I.. XP

I will be flying to Auckland, New Zealand tomorrow.. anyone wants some awesome-ly good honey? Service charge will be billed on you if u order.. Warning: the Manuka honey is not really cheap as well...

I miss my family and friends back in Malaysia so much.. sometimes i wonder what on earth i'm doing here alone in singapore.. I miss my dad's lame jokes, I miss my mum's cooking and our heart-to-heart talks, i miss jessica's horse-like laughter and Amanda's witti-ness.. I miss my best friend sau kin, and my other 2 kaki- Yong hong and Hui Fung.. I miss Church so much.. all those crazy wackos like Wuan Chin, Sherene Cheong, GG, Stephanie, Hermann and the other Counter strike kaki that will bully me endlessly when we play that game.. Yet, I still enjoyed it.. I miss Su lin, wah jiang and Robin too.. hardly get to meet my ex-college mates ever since I left Help Uni College.. And somany other important people that if i were to list all of them down, this blog will be dam long and lame.. So many people I have to meet, yet so little time.. I wish I have 48 hours a day sometimes...

Most of all.. I miss u, jeremy.. I need you..

Tomorrow will be a new month.. NOVEMBER is still a jam-packed month for me.. But thank god for a wonderful roster that I get to fly to places I haven't been and the essential rest period so that I can travel back HOME... There's no place like home.. How nice if I can work and earn Singapore currency in Malaysia.. hahahaha.. *day dreaming*

p/s: time to unpack, then pack again..

too fast too furious?

Why wanna hinder yourself to be with someone who appreciates you so much for someone who doesn't even appreciate you?

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Why care about what other people thinks when a relationship is just between you both?

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So what if others think you are a player, as long i know you are not and that you are happy, then doesn't matter already LA...

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Only you can decide for yourself what is best for you..

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For a guy to come down all the way to singapore to accompany you after your break up is not easy lo.. even your ex also never come down before..

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All I want is you to be happy.. If this guy makes you happy and makes you feel loved and appreciated, why wanna miss your chance?

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So, you wanna cry when the guy decided to give up on you?

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You have cried for 2 weeks, isn't that long enough to heal a wound?

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Time is just numbers.. so what if others think you are moving on too fast?

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Relationship only involves you and him.. dont care about what other people think la..

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ABOVE ARE SOME OF THE STATEMENTS FROM THOSE THAT SUPPORTED ME TO TAKE THE PLUNGE.. INCLUDING MY FAMILY (my mum especially sayang him the most).. HAHAHA.. THEREFORE.. I DECIDED TO TAKE THE PLUNGE AND HOPEFULLY, PRAYERFULLY, THIS WILL BE THE LAST PLUNGE..

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p/s: this entry is inspired due to too much slammings from many people whether I'm attached again or not..

Back to work, back to reality..

After almost 10 days of rest.. Recovered from fever and flu.. Still recovering super slowly from the heartbreak.. I am finally back to work.. And I was literally dragging my feet to report for work..

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I was abit slow as I was really lack of sleep and i had my leaves way too long.. Everything got so rusty and I even forgot to put my lipstick when I came out from my singapore house.. hahaha..

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I'm now in Jakarta.. Will be flying back tomorrow morning and I got to wake up like 3am or so.. I'm staying in Shangri-la now which is situated at the heart of Jakarta town.. around 1 hour from the airport..

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This hotel is way much better than the hotel we stayed last time as the latter hotel was 'haunted'.. It looks scarry and everywhere in the hotel looks dark and spooky.. Even the room itself gives me all the goosebumps.. But, so far I didn't encounter any 'good friends' when I was staying there.. I do hear alot of stories about peoples' encounter with those 'uninvited' though..

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My blog has been pretty dull.. with no pitures.. Here's some pistures that I took from my room.. The view is pretty good..

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p/s: I finally got my confirmation in my company!!! It has been a long wait!! After so many uneventful things happen in my life, I finally can see something that gives me hope.. Well, I was pretty ready to be sacked and go home (due to high mc days during probation period).. But looks like its not gonna happen any soon.. hahaha.. Thank god for everything..

Progress..

I cried worse than a baby last night~! OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS!! Its so embarrassing.. Now that I think back.. But, I finally released.. I FINALLY RELEASED.. I didn't say much about anything.. Most of the times were my friends talking and advicing and comforting me.. And all I did was cry like a stupid silly idiot brainless baby.. (ok, theres no such baby in this world)

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It started pretty harmless.. I went to Sushi King for a very light dinner with a good old friend of mine- Ivy and I was asking about her love life more rather than letting out the frustration I had after 1 week of ignorance from HIM.. I thought I can pass through the night without any tears and I can just act cool..

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Then we went to Modestos to meet up with another 2 friends.. Eric and Cherlyn.. They were gossiping and things turn really sad (for me)when Cherlyn says 'He doesn't wanna see you at all for the time being..I'm sorry to say this, and i know u r really sad, but he just want to be left alone'.. The words that she used were blunt yet sharp.. Blunt in a way, its simple straightforward english. Sharp in a way, its like a sharp spear to my heart.. All I want was a simple meeting between me and HIM so that we can clear our piling misunderstandings and then MOVE ON.. I know he wont pick up my calls, and I tried sms him telling him all my feelings.. Be it anger, frustration and most times dissapointment.. Yet, he can't just sms me and tell me that he doesn't wanna see me.. AND he chooses to tell a third party to pass the message to me.. It hurts.. I just dont understand how can he treat me this way?

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Then, I just shut up.. almost the whole night.. Until Ivy pull me up from my chair and told me she wanted to talk to me.. That is when I broke down.. LITERALLY.. I really cried.. In front of public.. I can't believe it.. But i can't control it.. All the things that the rest said were true but hurtful. I can't deny the fact.. It all right in front of me..

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People must be thinking I'm some weird maniacs.. crying in a business centre like a baby. But it was really a release.. I didn't know I needed it.. Ivy's hug and encouragement were so warm that I just can't control myself and act like everything was fine anymore.. Its not fine.. I love him, I miss him, I know i'm wrong, I tried to fix it.. But he IGNORED..

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What Ivy said was right, if he doesn't give a damn about u anymore, why must you torture yourself like that? Do u think its worth it? You have tried any possible ways to reach him, and he doesn't even bother to respond, maybe he's happily sleeping at home while u r suffering here, he doens't even bother to care, just let it go.. U deserve someone much better..

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Gosh, thats something I've been hearing and tried so hard to convince myself.. I just feel very unfair.. People make mistakes, why am I not given a chance to patch it back.. So fast, he just set the punishment for me.. ITS NOT FAIR...

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From Modesto to the bench in front of Starbucks and then back to Modestos.. My tears never stop.. Even after Eric has drove me to the front of my house, I told him I need time to cool off before I enter my house.. That was like 11pm already..

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Then I decided to go back.. because Eric has been babysitting me too much and he needs to work the next day.. I appreciate his effort and felt guilty for troubling him every since I broke off with HIM.. THANK YOU SO MUCH ERIC AND really sorry to trouble you the whole night.. I really appreciate it and no more drunk crazy sad nights for me..

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I thought i was calm when i get back.. But the moment I saw my mum at the door.. I broke down even worse.. Mum was shock and just hugged me.. She never say anything but asked me a few questions.. I never reply and just concentrate on my cying.. I was a little tipsy as I never had enough sleep for the pass few days and the beers that I swallowed really kicks in already..

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Today, I felt much better.. But I can't help longing to have a peep on him to see how is he or hoping he will at least call to say sorry for being such a jerk ignoring and AVOIDING me..

It didn't happen but I believe everything happens for a reason.. Maybe he's really done with me.. He wants to be alone or maybe he has found someone who can be there for him all the time.. Maybe he realises this long distant thing is not suitable for him.. I thought my life was perfect.. Happy supportive family, good money flying career and a darling that loves me with unconditional love.. I might be in the midst of losing my job.. I dont know.. it doesn't really affect me coz I can always come back to malaysia and find a job and now I lost him.. I dont know how long I need to stand on my own feet again..

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I know they are not reading.. but Dad n mum, I'm really sorry for making you worry.. I really dont mean to.. But I couldnt' hold on to it anymore as his plain ignorance really hurt me to the max.. and sorry for drinking so much and not giving me lecture about it.. Amanda, thanks for not asking anything and just be there for me with the tissue box.. Jessica, I know you are worried bout me, but I'm fine.. Eric, thanks for being the driver of the night and your reminder about who's more important in my life.. Cherlyn, thanks for being just there although I can't really remember what you have said.. And most important of all, IVY, i love you babe.. I know you have your own issues, yet u stayed up for me.. I really can't thank you more..

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I know i've said this before.. But I have to keep reminding myself coz I will always forget..

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TIME TO MOVE ON (dont miss him dont miss him dont miss him)

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p/s: seriously.. I think true love is really full of bullshit and crap right now..

75%-25%

I'm currently waiting for the boarding of my flight at Terminal 1, Singapore Changi Airport.. 75% of me is desperate to go back to the comfort of my home where my family and friends are there to welcome me home.. But, theres another 25% of me thats really reluctant to go back.. Going back to KLIA.. The place where WE started.. The place where we exchange promises and commitment that we will stay faithful and love and appreciate one another..

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Not forgetting.. passing by his house each and everytime I go back home.. Haihz..

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Heavy rain just subsided in Singapore here.. The floor outside is wet and it really brings my spirit down.. Its so funny that my world has turned upside down ever since I sms him 'Lets walk seperate paths, since u just ignore me'.. It was me who initiated.. but looks like its me who's regreting it and really sad about it..

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I'm determined to move on, i'm determined to change for the better..

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But its dam tough..

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I need a nice drink.. release and unleash the crazy me.. Klang.. Here I come..

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p/s: Darn, I'm hungry.. I thought I just had my lunch.. I'm gaining back my appetite.. Yeah.. but no more flat tummy..

shattered...

A very good fren of mine told me this:

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"a person worth your tears will never make u cry, and a person who makes u cry is not worth your tears..."

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He keeps reminding me that and i really understand it.. but how many of us could actually live with it?

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Yesterday I was down with fever, life was like hell.. Panadol was like my new BFF (best friend forever) Stuck in my small little room in singapore, worrying that my mc will affect my career, heart not only broken, but torn to pieces, and my mind is all occupied about him..

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It was hard.. I barely sleep well.. took me 3 hours to roll on the bed, sleep for 2 hours and then I'm awake again.. for no reason.. I can't deal with it.. I was wrong to say 'lets just walk our seperate paths' but I felt so hurt by all his doings, that's why i was so mad.. But he doesn't understand.. he thinks its my fault.. that i put both of us into such torture.. U think i want it?

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I can't deal with it until someone told me.. that HE actually told her.. he doesn't want to have anything to do with me right now.. He just want peace, he just wanna be alone.. I was SHATTERED..I cant believe he can say that.. I dont know how to face the reality.. My nose keeps running, cough never ending.. and my heart is sharreted and burned.. I've never felt so horible in my life..

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Yes, i've been through many breakups.. but none is as bad and as hurting as this.. Away from all my family and good friends.. I felt like end of the world.. I really need to do something.. but I do not have the energy.. 1 bowl of fish porridge, took me 2 meal times to finish it.. Gone were my hearty appetite and my really piggy sleeping habits..

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What happened to all the love and promises? What happened to all the sweet memories? What happened to all our dreams and plans? Just because I said something wrong, he deleted everything from his mind.. He keeps assuming that we will argue if he calls but he didn't even try.. ITS NOT FAIR..Its so hurting to be treated like dirt by someone u care so much for the past few months.. Its so dissapointing to see someone give up on you just like that.. But, i wanna get over it.. He wants me out of his life, fine.. I will make his wish come true.. I need to get over it.. If he doesn't appreciate me, after all the patch-up efforts i've done, I got nothing to say at all... I'm really tired.. Mentally, physically and literally...

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Thanks to all my friends that were and still are with me.. I thought LOVE is most powerful but I was so naive to believe that kind of crap.. I dont know when I have the guts back to fall in love again.. I told Wah Jiang, I may wanna turn lesbian, since men always like to hurt girls so much.. hahaha.. But I can't imagine myself kissing a girl.. feels quite wrong (for me personally).. No hard feelings to all the gays and lesbian out there ya.. I still respect u guys..

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Love is nothing (at least to me now and for few months n years to come), Friendship rules and on top of that, FAMILY is the best.. i just can't wait to go home.. to a place where i can feel secure.. a place where I have a shoulder to lean on.. I'm really tired.. I really need a break.. i really do.. my life was all about him so much that everyone suspects that I'm in love with him more than he does to me.. i hope that is not true.. but i guess the reality has its own say...

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I'm so embarrased with myself.. i thought i can patch things up.. but he dont give a damn anymore.. Now only i know.. all the stupid silly calls i made that he ignored.. I feel so dumb now..

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I need to be not myself just one day.. I wanna try something that I never try before.. I just wanna release myself.. and look forward for a better day to come..

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p/s: I'm sorry for being such a whinny person to some of my friends.. U know who u are.. and thank you for being so supportive and not forsaking me at this time.. pls give me some time.. at least 3 months.. sorry...

In order to get distracted..

I went to Orchard Road today to meet a friend and we went to Far East Plaza(FEP) where Singaporeans claimed it to be the Singapore Sungai Wang Plaza.. The reason is, I cannot stay in my singapore house as I will really think too much.. I need some distractions.. There are many small little shops in FEP and are sold in affordable prices (compared to those high end brands along Orchard Road).. I didn't plan to buy ANYTHING but ended up overspent..
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I bought 2 dresses, 2 leggings, 2 long necklaces, The little Nyonya DVD series (singapore famous drama), 1 blouse, 2 story books and 4 packets of tissue from an old lady that cost me s$2.. and oh.. not forgetting the lunch, tong sui and dinner as well...
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When you are not in a very good mood and you wanna get yourself distracted, NEVER GO OUT OF YOUR HOUSE IN SIGAPORE THINKING U WILL NEVER BUY ANYTHING especially during this GREAT SINGAPORE SALE..
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ITS A BAD IDEA!!! BAD HORRIBLE IDEA....

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p/s: I dont know how long I can take this but 2 days seem like 2 weeks long.. I miss you..

A late Happy new year...

2008 is really a drama-mama 1 for me.. I've changed so much throughout the year and experienced so many things..

I thank God for giving me chance to live till this moment.. I thank God for my supportive family as well.. without God and family, I wont be here accomplishing my dreams..

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I thank my papa.. for constantly believing and trusting me.. for his guidance and wisdom throughout the years..

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I thank my mama.. for her love and care.. for being there as my 'bestest' friend and all her comforting words when i'm down and emo..

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I thank my 2 sisters.. for all the handmade cards with some sarcastic remarks and for keeping me grounded.. for all the lovely times we spent chatting and gossiping about everyone in the world..

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I thank all my friends.. Yound and old, big and small, fat and thin, white and black.. all of you who are willing to share your time with me and just being there for me.. and of course for taking some time reading my rantings in this blog..

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I thank all those that talked to me in msn.. Especially Jiangz, Ivy, Gabriel bro, Eric, Teck and others.. a simple Hi from you all makes my day shining bright..

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Thank God that I even have a job now..

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Thank you and hope we 'll all have a wonderful recession-less splendid 2009!!!

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p/s: will update my trips real soon.. Will be going to Christchurch, New Zealand very soon.. Water rafting or sky-diving? so hard to choose...

Top 22 most memorable things i've done..

Since my birthday is coming real soon.. (Dont worry, I aint hinting for a b'day present from all of u.. All i want is my family and friends to be with me, which is heavenly impossible) I would like to blog about what has created such great impact on me that I can never forget....

I think its good to write about it and save it as memory, just in case I lost my memory somewhere in the future, and these can be proves on how much fun I have had throughout my 22 years of life despite of the tears and sorrows I've been through...

1. My first Water rafting trip in Ipoh with Church Friends..
I wasn't capable of swimming and I went by faith.. Having someone who is pro in swimming beside me and I really enjoyed the whole journey.. It got me addicted and I went again at the same place after few months and another time in Kota Kinabalu.. SYIOK!!!

We were all freezing but we had so much fun.....

2. I got addicted to water sports and feel that I should learn swimming.. So, together with my Best Friend- Sau Kin and also my secondary friend- Yong Hong, we went and learn in Klang.. I did not finished the course and still suck in swimming.. But, at least I have a higher water confidence level...

3. My 1st ever trip with friends that I dont need to lie to my parents about.. hahahaha.. It was a short 2 days 1 night trip to Malacca and we ate so much I felt so guilty.. The nyonya nasi lemak, the portugese devil curry, the cendol etc.. Best of all.. the company...

4. The 1st and most probably the last time I step into West Port, Malaysia.. It was a rare opportunity and my boss-Jackie was kind enough to bring me along.. Although I'm not a big fan of shipping line and I quit my job 2-3 months after that trip.. I can't forget how majestic the ships are and how the port people can run such a big area..

Those rare moments you can see my boss smile so sweetly.. lol..

5. My experience in the realistic concrete jungle..

Boustead Shipping.. Taken during a company trip.. My group won in the tele-match and I was the leader.. YAHOO!!!

Globelink.. Which is the company I have learnt most from.. These are my colleagues that I'm closest to.. From left behind: Chua, me, Wendy

From left front: Lorna, Alyssa, Ivy.. Miss u guys so much..

My best part time job was as a sales assistant in Lazo Diamond and these are my partners in crime.. From left: Ah Tan, Janice, Fatty me and Ah ng.. U guys are the best!

6. I've learnt alot of things but master of none.. hahaha.. Computer, guitar, drums, clarinet, chess, baking, bla bla bla..

7. College moments.. Though I really sucked in my studies but I thank God that I've met great friends along the way and I did enjoyed my time when I was in Help University College.. Less worries, more play..

My college family.. From left: Robin, Jiangz, Edward, me and dearest Su Lin..

8. The mega camps that I've attended almost every year.. those wacky moments and fellowship..

2007.. (I missed 2008 camp because i'm stucked in Singapore!!!)

My group pic in 2006...

If not mistaken, this should be 2005 camp..

9. What is Christmas without caroling that I will try my best not to miss every year?

Going from house to house and spread the warmth of Christmas joy..

10. Christmas celebration 2007 with almost ALL my family members attended.. From Ah ma to cousins.. some adults weren't able to attend due to unforeseen circumstances.. This is the best family party that my mum has organized..

No Christmas party without a tall christmas tree..

Family pic with my mum's side of family.. One auntie's missing due to headache and left early..

My dad's side of family with loads of children and many adults weren't able to attend due to work related issues and Caleb's family stays in Penang which is too far for them to attend..

House was crowded and the hard work of cleaning the house is worth it..

11. Thanks to the blessing of my work nature, I get to travel around the world and see different places.. So far i've been to a few countries and more to come.. Can't wait!

All wrapped up in Amsterdam.. So far the best place I've been to..

Breakfast in Manchester which I met up with my cousin brother-Caleb as well.. Caleb, can't wait to go back Manchester and watch musical with you!!!

Desert Tour in Abu Dhabi.. A place which I never thought I will go..

12. Those endless fairy-tale like weddings I've attended..

My 1st ever friend's wedding that I've attended was Hwai Tah and Sherene's.. This wasn't taken during their wedding as I do not have a camera with me when I attended.. This pic is from some other functions.. A sweet couple..

Cheryl and David's.. Very grand and luxurious..

We girls taking every opportunity we could to cam-whore.. ignoring the men..

Anderson and Esther's.. Simple and sweet.. Most of us helped them out to make this memorable day special for them..

As usual, the girls cam-whoring ignoring the men.. Men feel left-out and tried to snatch the attention..

And many more other weddings I've attended..
And I believe, more to come..

13. I organized 2 surprise parties for 2 family members- Mummy and sister-Jessica.. No more organizing.. Its darn too tiring..

2-3 years back.. The roses that we gave our mum before she gets the surprise..

We brought her to the restaurant that we know she doesn't enjoy.. but we act blur..

Then we brought her to a karaok room where all her other siblings and relatives were waiting there.. She was so excited..

Then, on 2007, I organized a mini one for Jessica in our house.. Gathered most of her close friends (nearly 30.. ok.. not so mini) in our house after I got one of my friends to bring her out and baby-sit her while we prepared the party..

Jessica, I love you!! And Amanda, though I dont organize party for u doesn't mean I dont love you k.. tiring la..

But the expression on their shock face = PRICELESS...

14. My family vacation to Australia..

Warner Brothers place.. Jessica and Amanda were so young and thin..hahaha..

My FAVOURITE cartoon characted.. Tazmanian Devil.. So cute...

Our dressings were so 'lou tou' I can't stop laughing now..

Family pic with a koala bear.. Strongest proof that we were in Aussie..

15. Best Concert that I've attended.. Korean pop-star RAIN's concert.. best dance moves, best lightings, best of almost everything!! And best shirt-tearing on stage too.. hahaha..

Sorry la.. I wasn't able to take clearer pics.. I sat on the cheapest and almost furthest seat..

Me and Sau Kin.. Before we get high..

16. The good friends and buddies that I've met throughout my life that without them, I will not be who I am now..

Best friend since Primary School.. Sau Kin..

Teddy bear-Ryan..

Sweetest and lamest Ivy..

Caring and unselfish Eric..

Craziest bunch of all.. 'Uncle' Jeffrey, Grace, WC, slimmer me and darling Hermann..

17. I quarreled with my mum few days just to adopt this monster.. She was so cute and small when she first came to our house.. Then, as time passed, the monster in her unleashed..

But Princess, I still love you.. You are still the most adorable dog I ever had!! (coz u r the only dog I had so far.. )

18. I fell in love, out of love, in love, out of love so many times that I still don't have phobia coz of the lessons I've learnt and the sweet memories I've been through.. Who can forget their pass loves? Still longing for my prince charming to sweep my feet away..

19. Many flowers come and go in my life.. although I feel its a waste to buy flowers as they dont last long at all and cost quite a bomb for a perishable good, but the feeling of receiving it is so nice that you feel that you are in cloud nine..

This was sent to my company on my 21st b'day from my parents.. SUPER SURPRISE and i thought it was from some admirer.. but wasn't that dissapointed la when I found out its from my parents.. hahaha..

This was sent to my house with a box of Ferrero Rocher on one of the valentines day when me and my ex were suppose to get back together la.. but too bad.. we didn't..

20. I bought my own car!!!

Though tiny but useful and power quite good.. I'm still paying for it now though I hardly use it anymore.. Sien.................hahahahah..

21. My Kota Kinabalu trip..

A big seafood meal before we conquer the mountain..

Detour to Banana Boat fun before we torture ourselves climbing up the mountain..

I got EMO half way up to Kota Kinabalu as I felt sick and dizzy already..

Although I did not made it to the top, but the rest of my friends did..

22. Last but not least, my final decision to move to Singapore all alone to start a new career that I've never imagined I could.. Its been almost 6 months now since I 1st step onto this island and I'm doing well.. This is the toughest thing I have done so far and so many things to adjust in the beginning.. I guest I should feel proud of myself for being here longer than I've expected..hahaha..

Few more days I'll be an official 23 year old girl..ahem.. lady.. More challenges to come and more happy days awaiting for me to enjoy.. I believe, as long we live life to the fullest, there are nothing we can regret about in the future..

Since I've done quite a number of things.. I have set my goals for my next few years to accomplish before I settled down and get married.. I wanna do sky-diving, I wanna get a diving license, I wanna learn snow boarding, I wanna visit all the museums in Amsterdam (they have 700++ museums), I wanna do kayaking, I wanna travel to Taiwan and Bali with my family, I wanna open my own boutique and be my own boss.... And loads more.. Can't wait can't wait..

p/s: I'll be goin to korea on 24th morning and from there, will work my way to San Francisco.. Will be celebrating my 1st ever Christmas there without my family.. Merry Christmas to all of you (just in case i don't update my blog this period) and enjoy your times with your loved ones k..