I've been tagged..

This is my first time 'kena' tag.. Tagged from someone that I never expect and another one whom I somesort can expect.. Here goes.. Happy reading about my boring dull life..

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged:



1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Hahah.. 17? which I'm so way out of the age.. I really wanted 25 but it seems to be a little impossible for now.. at least b4 the age of 30 la..

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
erm.. 'I love you'.. Like duh?

3. What do you fear most in life?
Being all alone and no one to talk to.. I fear the dark!!!

4. When you pangsai, which position you prefer? Sit or squad? And Why?
This question is guarantee from WEI LOONG 1!!!! I prefer to sit.. coz my butt will be at ease and the 'sai' will come out smoother.. haha


5. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
I wanna go TAIWAN.. BADLY.. DESPERATELY..


6. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Genie in the bottle.. I wanna work for SIA.. Let me go in there without hassle..

7. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Erm.. Are you talking about one day or wat? I can survive for one day without money provided i'm at home..

8. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My faith in god.. My family.. and my frens.. and my car.. and my money.. and my 'princess' (my dog).. and my job.. and my silky soft skin.. hahaha..oh.. and my hair too!!!

9. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'll let u know if i get it ok.. definitely one of it will be bringing my family and some close frens for a cool holiday getaway by the beach...

10. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
As much as I wanna confess.. I will not do it.. coz i'm a traditional thinking kind of gal.. Man must do the job la.. be the man man!!

11. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Poh Leong: He's very sweet.. nice.. and creative..
Sammyo: She's hot, outspoken and down-to-earth

12. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
He who wants to be with me must be someone who is able to accept me for who i am, romantic (at least give me some pleasent surprise once a while), nice, loving, willing to spend time with his family, kind, not too stingy and not too generous, hardworking.. no need to be handsome but it would be a bonus if he has a hot body.. (come on la.. i have to sleep beside him for the rest of my life man)

13. Are you ready for marriage? Why not or why yes?
I am not ready for a marriage as I am not found (yet) by my the other half


14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
He: The way he talks to gals..
She: The way she talks to guys..

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Thing ah.. erm.. erm.. erm.. My handphone i guess.. coz i have all the numbers and birthdays saved in there..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Character??? I seriously can be pretty bossy sometimes when I'm really annoyed.. I would love to change that..


17. Are you a shopaholic or not?
If I dont need to worry bout money issue, I seriously can be a super pro shopaholic..


18. 10 years down the road, who will you become?
Wife to a hot hunk and hopefully mother to maybe one son and daughter? haha...

19. What is/are ur trademark(s)??
'very disturbing'....

20. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My mummy, my sisters.. my best fren-Sau kin, my shopping kaki- Grace and Wuan Chin.. Uncle (jeffrey).. Hermann... Ryan..



Tag 8 people.
- Amanda.. (coz jess kena tag d)
- Penny Yong
- Ryan Ng
- Su Ling
- Celina Tan
- Titus
-Jaron Tan
-David Superman

Cigarettes should be banned..

I seriously hate smokers!! The smoke they puff out whenever they smoke is seriously annoying and seriously inconsiderate.. No offence to my friends that smoke but U guys know how much I'm against u guys smoking!! I dont understand why all the smokers in the world are so dumb dumb that they fork out money to buy cigarettes and then later in life, they have to fork out more money to cure the deseases they got caused by smoking. Come on la.. we all know smoking is bad for health and it will lead to all sorts of deseases, especially cancer.. Why would you wanna speed up the pain in your life? If you have loads of money and dont mind going through all the therapies and paying super high price for the drugs to control your pain, then good for you darlings.. I'm really happy for you because at least you have a really good confident (which I dont have) that you will be filthy rich in the future..

My grandpa passed away due to smoking-caused cancer where the rest of us see him suffer during the leftover years he has on earth. It was seriously hard for him and for my grandma.. The therapies he has to go through was pure torture and it is nothing in the 'fun' category!!! He can only take liquid food because he will puke out all solid food he takes.. I prayed, I cried whenever I remember my grandpa and as much as I hate to let him go, I'm glad that God took him back and he doesn't need to suffer for long. Thank God he believed in Christ when he got to know he has cancer and was faithfully attending church. That is something that I'm really happy of. I miss my grandpa so much and believe me.. If you guys continue to smoke like chimney, u guys will ended up like my grandpa and you will see your family members blogging about how bad smoking is.. Not only you wil hard your own body, the 2nd hand smoke will also harm the people around you.. God give you a brain, use it and think wit it!!! If you have too much money, give it to me.. I help you to give to charity under your name.. SERIOUSLY!!!

*p/s: Just in case you guys don't know, Hermann's dad passed away yesterday morning and there will be another wake service Tonight (09/04/2008) at his house in Bandar Botanic at 8.30pm.. No, I dont think so his dad passed away due to smoking issues, but he died because of some complicated and very rare desease.. Pls do drop by if u have time k.. your support will mean alot to him..

Decisions.. *argh*

Sometimes I just wish decisions are easier to make rather than me sitting down at the corner of my house, thinking and measuring all the pros and cons of any decisions I'm about to make! U might think you know what will happen if you were to choose A rather than B but alot of things will happen out of your expectations and you just fear that you will regret for choosing A and wishing that you can turn back time to choose B.. U know what i mean? I'm so in a big dilemma right now that I actually don't know what I should do next...

I might look really cheerful outside but deepdown.. I'm worried like a mad cow that is about to be slaughtered to be cook to CURRY.. consulted some of my much more mature friends but I still can't make up my mind. Often, I make my decisions in order to avoid the reality or not to face the problem I'm having.. I know its stupid but we are all humans that tend to fall to the easier ways.. So many things that occupied my mind right now and I really wish I'm at some beach in BALI (ok.. Bali abit too far.. maybe Perhentian will do) relaxing and throw away all these disturbing thoughts.. I'm so in a tension and stressful moment that praying and reading the bible does not really give me the peace at heart..

I thank God for whatever he has blessed me but I wish I can meet him in person right now and ask him what is he trying to do on me????

Yesterday went up to Genting with some of the Grace Youth Camp commettee members to check up the place there for our upcoming GY camp.. It was quite a fruitful one and we have made up our mind on one place that we all agree will be the camp site for 2008's GY camp.. Although we didn't manage to play in the theme parks but we did discussed about alot of things that really opened my eyes.. I haven't been to Genting for quite some time.. I miss playing in the Outdoor theme park.. I miss those great times i had with my family.. I miss holidays and vacations.. I in desperate need of a good holiday getaway.. 2 days 1 night also good for me.. anyone going anywhere?

p/s: I put the largest font due to some of my very 'old' frens that complained my previous fonts are too small.. Nah!!! now i give you super big fonts!!!! hahaha

Admitted to 'hospital'..

Don't worry.. its not me who is admitted to 'hospital'.. Its my house modem.. 'Kaput' after thunder rain with lightnings.. We didn't even on the switch!! Don't know how it damages my modem also.. Thank god its still under warranty, so we have to send to the shop for repair, which has to send the modem to the factory for repair. According to the shop's assistant, it will take almost a month.. CRAP!!! How to live without internet connection at home for one month!!! Me and my sisters were soooooooooooooooo dissapointed.. So, anyone who has an additional modem that can spare us for at least one month, pls pls pls pls call me.. save us from the disconnected world... (i'm using my company's connection.. =P Dont tell anyone k.. )

Other than that, my family's camera also went 'kaput'.. I think too much work has been done by that poor 'fella'.. So, it somehow went into 'depression' and refuses to work for us anymore.. we can't on it and its just not working.. So, we have to send back to the shop to repair.. and guess what, also 1 month!! I feel like i'm in a stone-age world without internet connection and camera.. Thank god my Handphone is working and I've been taking care of it pretty well.. Thank God for TV as well for the 24-7 entertainment.. HAhaha..

My 'skin desease' (allergy which I still dont know what i'm allergy to) is recovering.. (really slow) I have been pure vegetarian for almost 1 week now due to the 2nd attack which causes more ithchiness and darker red spots on all over my body!!! My body look like some aliens that came from Pluto become it has a rough surface and so many spots together.. (you wouldn't wanna see it..) These are the things I cannot eat or do for at least one month or 2 until my spots are completely gone:

- No Meat (mutton, lamb-chop, beef, pork.. watever you can find in the western menu or Nasi Kandar Place)
- No Chicken/ eggs (I haven't touched chicken or eggs for the past 3 weeks!! I missed it so much.. I even forgotten how 'lala jian' taste like.. I never crave for chicken so much in my entire life till now!)
- No Seafood (including my all time favourite-FISH!!! even those tiny little Ikan bilis in our Nasi Lemak also forbidden.. =( )
- No kacang/ bean stuff (I love peanut butter and I love kacang.. i'm goin Nuts!)
- No wine/ Alcohol (this 1 no problem.. )
- No cheese (means no cheese back rice, no sandwich, no burgers!!! what is life without cheese?)
- Soya milk and soya products (no soya beans during makan sessions in restaurants and even the innocent looking TOFU also i can't touch!!!)
- No outdoor (to prevent me from sweating because sweat will trigger itchiness)
- No pets (no touching my 'Princess' for at least 2 weeks until most of the spots are gone)
- No swimming
- No Housework

The best part is only and ONLY 'No housework' part.. the rest.. its like putting me in living hell.. You might laugh at me and thinking that I'm just over-reacting.. Try follow my diet as above (all vegetable) and see how long you can last!!! But, look at the bright side, it helps to de-tox my body and now I actually felt more healthy.. I'm even seeing some improvement in my overall apperance.. But being forced to change from a Major Carnivor to a full time pure Vegetarian is really a dramatic one for me.. My mum has been taking care of me really well.. Thats something I really thank God for.. She cooks special dishes to suit my diet and get loads of tips from her friends on what to do and what not to do.. I felt so 'manja-ed' and seriously, I'm enjoying all the moments of being the special attention.. HAha.. But, my one and only wish now is.. SPOTS SPOTS.. pls go away..

P/s: Pls contact me if u have extra modem to lend me k.. Thanks..

Itchy itchy ithcy

I have been having this skin problem for almost 3 weeks now.. I have consulted 4 doctors (2 western clinis doctors, 1 skin specialist and 1 chinese practisioner) and have tried my very best to be vegetarian since my mum warned me.. (i can't understand how vegetarians can survive in this world without eating meat and eggs.. )Doctors told me is some sort of allergy and I have no idea what it is as I've never have any sorts of allergy since I was born into this beautiful world. Red spots started to appear on my back and I scratched like monkey since then.. I ignored the possibility of me contracting allergy as no history of it and it started to spread to other parts of my body, legs and now.. arms and face.. Dam scarry.. I know its just bad to scratch it because it will leave visible marks once its ok but do you know that it gives u the oh-so-good feeling whenever you scratch those itchy places?

I'm very frustrasted with my skin condition now.. The silky soft skin that I've maintained all my life (with loads of investment on lotions and skin care products) has been attacked by all these merci-less super itchy red small spots.. I feel ugly and so self-concious as some people thought I was having chicken-pox and some even thought it was a skin desease that can spread to anyone around me.. I can't help but to scratch the areas and sometimes I get so annoyed I just don't know what to do. Nights have been so hard to sleep due to the annoying itchy 'sensation' and online games have been my company.. I hate to be 'sick' in this condition.. Medicines (from the east side to the west side) have been tried and taken accordingly and none helped.. Different types of cream and stuff have been slapped generously on my delicate super-itchy skin.. BUT.. I'm still scratching.. HELP!!!!

My sis had even tried tying my hands at night to prevent me from scratching.. haha.. ya.. i know its super funny.. The distance you will go when you are in a desperate state.. My mum got some nice herbal grass from her boss and took all the trouble to boil some nice herbal tea for me to detox all the toxics in me... My sisters have been patiently helping me to put on cream on my back to soothe my itchiness.. Come to think of it.. though I have to go through all these unnecessary torture, I got my family members that really care for me.. Even my friends have been showing much concern.. Giving me loads of funny ideas to get over with it.. Thanks guys!!! I have broke the rule.. I've eaten meat.. haha.. i can't take it anymore.. vegetarian for all 3 meals of the day drive me nuts!!!! I miss eating chocolate.. I wanna eat 'mate kerbau' with loads of sambal in my nasi lemak.. I never miss eating so many things ever!!! Oh god.. pls help me..

p/s: This is not some sort of skin desease that will spread to people through air or any sort of contacts.. Its just pure allergy which I'm still wondering what I'm allergic to.. Maybe my body is weak.. thats why the spots are coming out to show warning.. I dont know.. these are some possibilities that my 'doctors' have told.. I spent RM131 to meet the stupid skin specialist!!! He reminds me of Mr Sa** Ve**..

What makes a marriage life happy?

"Happy wife, happy life" -Seal during an interview with Oprah Winfrey.
Married to top model-Heidi Klum for almost 4 years (if not mistaken)
Guys, learn from this man who is so full of wisdom. Simple message like this will make your life so much easier.. Hahaha..

Astonishing..

I know this entry comes abit late but I have been pretty occupied lately with loads of things around. Finally, my first ever 'Virgin' vote during Malaysia's election was casted on last Saturday 08/03/08 at around 3.23pm. Although it was just a short period of time and to many people, it doesn't mean much to them but I was really excited and I feel that I'm doing something I suppose to do for the country and I feel that 'I'm incharged man!!' Hahaha..

The results were out on the wee hours during Sunday morning (while I was sound asleep) and some of the results were expected, some, however, are not.. I was quite happy that some of the leaders were kicked out and this time round, Barisan was kicked real hard at their butt for being over-confident and for talking too much in the parliament. I hope this term's election will really teach them a lesson and they will be humbled with the outcome. After-all, a leader is suppose to be a humble servant in order to be a great leader. It is never easy to lead a team, moreover a country, but Barisan should really pick up the pieces and start back strong.. All the best to them..

The leader that I really hate seeing him lose was Mr Koh Tsu Koon (representative for Barisan in Penang) as I feel that he's the most sincere, down-to-earth, smart, nice leader that you can ever see in Malaysia history. I dont know him much but when I was watching the interview of him with the press on NTV7, I really feel that he shouldn't lose. But one thing he has to know, people do not vote for him is not because he's not a capable leader but people are just voting against the party he's representing. I guess he's just in the wrong party at the wrong time.

The press were surrounding him when the result was out and that he is not the winner. Tonnes of question about what is he going to do in the future and how he feels and so on were thrown to him with no mercy. Yet, being the most gentle politician I've ever seen, he answered them with loads of patience and with a polite smile all the time. In fact, if the press ask the question in Mandarin, he will answer in mandarin. He's well-versed in all Malay, English and Mandarin language! (heads down to him!) How many politicians you can find that are able to converse so well in 3 different languages? I bet Uncle Zakaria can't..

There's never a win-win situation in politics.. Its quite a lost that Mr Koh is not the winner for his territory but I bet it is just a matter of time that we can see him shine in the political industry. All the best to him and his family.. may god bless our tiny little country with loads of leaders that are full of wisdom! May our country continue to grow in everyways and that the people will be more appreciative.. (including me!!!) ADIOS!

p/s: DAP won in my area.. Uncle Zakaria just passed away due to heart attack this morning.. I guess too many people are cursing him.. Condolences to his family.. (at least they still have the astonishing huge mansion)